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The Universal Sign For Choking

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1.
Valhalla 07:39
I hope they greeted you with roses my friend my fortress has failed there is no god to save us from this feel safe in knowing that pain is bliss pain is bliss my pain is bliss Nothing's gonna hurt you anymore baby everything is better than before so run free You need to go my dear please don't wait for me
2.
Sleep never shows its face you must remain awake in the house of ants and all the little helicopters are falling from the sky in the house of ants there are no hellos in here we always say goodbye in the house of ants Oh divine one I know death rides all alone heaven will call again we tried pale horse arrives so hard to say goodbye You can try to use your voice but no sound will come out in the house of ants you may think you have the choice to stay here or get out of the house of ants without the pain and suffering the colony will die in the house of ants Oh divine one I know death rides all alone heaven will call again we tried Pale horse arrives so hard to say goodbye
3.
Stress 06:34
Some days are like a voice in the wind raining down from the stars in the night sky get caught up swimming in a blood moon just like an ocean going blind from all the light But I've moved on you moved over under all of this stress feels good to go somewhere So hold me down beat it out of me tie my hands behind my back you're never gonna know the truth So keep mulling it over keep mulling it over because it wasn't all a disaster waiting to happen I don't need a reason for you to come back and haunt me forever pacing back and forth the water's out of the well now the cat's out of the bag a lonely hum from the juke box you gave us all we could have but it was never enough it was never enough it's never enough Some days are like a voice in the wind raining down from the stars in the night sky get caught up swimming in a blood moon just like an ocean I'm going blind from all the light yea you were in the back of the car laughing the thought just hangs there like a picture framed of gold it never mattered to you it never mattered to you you had a way about you that kept me feeling cold But I've moved on you moved over under all of this stress feels good to go somewhere
4.
Gray 07:02
It was there I saw you in a pine box and your skin was gray and the sky was gray and your grave was gray and then they dropped you into the cold earth and the dirt was gray and the tears were gray and nothing can wash away what I've gone through and what you've gone through you're in the dark room and you're stuck in the well you know it much too well your secret's kept hell bent But you let me down you let me down I'm sorry you waited for so long for it all to take hold you've left the dark room as the sun goes down it shines upon you and you're still a shade of gray so can I talk to you from the hallway when the light would fade you close the door instead and tell me it's all in my head but I know your mind it's because we're from the same place and we bleed the same and share each other's pain I was there to hold you up But you let me down you let me down I'm sorry you waited for so long for it all to take hold
5.
Pure Bliss 06:27
Wake in the night grab your coat hanging by the light in the hallway we're going for a drive you can tell me all about it someday I just need some time to figure it out get high enough to realize we are not the same but we are the same goddamn the whiskey that's flowing through your veins it feels like I'm just halfway there passing off the reigns the whitest eyes cast the blame on the guilty party without a name years of endless bliss are catching up to us as we tip toe through the darkness it was easily the hardest thing I've had to do but I was there for you tracing a line from where the noise is coming from you were so uneasy tapping on the bar waiting for police to grab you by the arm is this vision real or just a metaphor you beautiful motherfucker flying off the handle I can see all the weight of the world is crushing you but was I crushing you too Shame in your eyes in the background of every wasted night riding trains to destinations few and far between the spaces hanging on the bench to brace yourself to stay awake and see the moment that it falls apart quiet revelation a secret conversation just a little too heavy to absorb
6.
Sometimes I forget you when I don't want to sometimes I remember seeing even when I can't it's not like I can help it What's it like out where you are is everything working out so far Spending days pretending feelings are moments passing my head is filled with endless questions that I'm not asking What's it like out where you are is everything working out for you so far What's it like out there where you are is everything working out is everything working out I have come to know pain is love I can't write a single melody without the hope that you complete the phrase you left me in a daze but you know what man that's ok What's it like out where you are is everything working out for you so far What's it like out there where you are I have come to know pain is love pain is love
7.
Next Ride 03:03
You've got to let it go When you're taking your next ride please don't leave me at home you were so good to me baby and I need you to know this I couldn't let it destroy you it destroyed me to let go you know you're the sweetest thing wishing all the years will bring us closer never further from the world we had together the vision of you on my mind will always be strong this broken hearted soul of mine it was yours all along When you're taking your next ride please don't leave me at home you were so good to me baby and I need you to know this I couldn't let it destroy you it destroyed me to let go you know you're the sweetest thing wishing all the years will bring us closer never further from the world we had together I'm only dreaming but I know you're there now you're leaving for good
8.
Sugar High 08:45
You wanna try something my sugar high it feels so good when you're on top but coming down oh my the things you'll find when you clear your mind it's out the window jumping down I stay behind my sugar high my sugar high it's so depressing but it's the best thing I'm stuck in cycles wanting more it's never ending my favorite notion is no emotion I could drown myself just staring at the ocean my sugar high my sugar high You wanna try something my sugar high there's nothing better all aboard the roller coaster ride it's time to fade away you know you made my day the sundown syndrome's coming around so baby please stay my sugar high my sugar high but I must confess that I could not care less when everyone has gone away the ghosts will regress my sugar high sugar high sugar high my sugar high my sugar high my sugar high

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THE UNIVERSAL SIGN FOR CHOKING, the solo project of multidisciplinary artist Jeff Pupa, takes a Gloompop approach to themes of loss, love, and memory in ways that are moving and emotionally draining. The music incorporates elements of synth and electronics, industrial, ambient black metal, pop noir, and the fuzzy reverberation of shoegaze.

The lyrics, music, and thoughts portrayed in the work are a direct self-dialogue inspired by the loss of two extremely close individuals to suicide, and the sudden passing of his two animal companions, Evander and Ica. Certainly heavier topics, but the album serves as a cathartic exorcism in coping with adjusting to such radical changes in a short period of two years. The hope is for a connection to listeners to embrace / accept pain, and to remember love through memory.

This is The Universal Sign For Choking's first full-length self-titled release, written and recorded in Jeff's home studio in Somerville, New Jersey. The album was mixed by Riley Geare at Jazz Dad Records in Los Angeles, CA. Mastered by Ryan Cohen at Robot Dog Studios in Burlington, VT.

Album art work and design by Adam Jacono, adamjacono.com.

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released August 17, 2018

Thank you Ashley, Ryan, Sabeel, Evander, Ica, Vermont, Adam, Jimmy, Vince, Scott, Riley, Ryan Cohen, and to everyone who has ever taken a listen, paid respects, supported, loved, and lived.

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The Universal Sign For Choking Somerville, New Jersey

Jeff Pupa is a musician and artist residing in Somerville, NJ. He was the lead singer for Vows (2012-2017) and his solo projects include Jon Dice, Frank Blood, and Bone Blanket.

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